a description of my surroundings

in my room, a messy laundry filled room. through my window the sun shines. all day i hear the sound of birds, cars, people. sometimes it sounds like i live in the middle of a big city. in my room i hear the sounds of my roommates walking up and down the stairs, watching movies and tv shows. i think im alone right now. it's so warm, i even bought jorts to wear because all ive had up till now was baggy jeans. i think it's supposed to be 30 degrees celsius today. i sit all day in my room watching youtube and occasionally a movie. sometimes i look outside and the beauty overwhelms me. i feel guilty for being alone all day.